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Friday, November 20, 2009

离开or不离开?

我想离开
是因为一个人

我不想离开
也是因为一个人

离开或不离开
只有两个选择
而我无法做这个选择
只能听天由命

当我知道这个选择的答案时
我心中的起伏会是怎样
情绪的复杂又会是怎样


不知道
但是经历了那一晚
涟漪的出现
令我不知所措

离开或不离开
我的心肯定会落泪流血

这只是一首简单的新诗,没有经过修饰,没有经过修改,这是我当下想到的文字。 明年出现迁移的可能性,一段时间令我有点不知所措,但是到后来选择顺服,听上帝的安排,毕竟明年身在哪里,神必定在我身边,我不要惧怕,因为我不是孤单的。

可是,星期三晚上的聚餐,看到落泪的场面,令我的心情开始有了起伏。 一年半了,大家都开始习惯彼此的存在,友谊的种子早已发芽,说不定已经是一颗茂盛的小树了!我对朋友握手说,不知明年还有机会再见面吗,这是我的真心话~与大家相处的点点滴滴是很难忘的,彼此的关系都是透过这段日子的每一件事建立起来。 想着想着,再看到女生之间的哭泣拥抱,男生们的‘特别’拥抱虽然好笑,可是看起来很好玩,我不禁摇头笑了,这就是甜蜜回忆的由来啊!

祝大家假期愉快,希望彼此还能维持联络,无论未来大家身在何处!

Sunday, November 15, 2009

周末在诗巫之逛书店

终于考试考完了,于是周末时在诗巫逗留庆贺第三学期即将结束的喜事, 哈哈!当然也是因为参与学院在诗巫举办的年终晚宴。

跟朋友在诗巫逛街,结果就狂购物。一百多块就这样飞走了! 为什么? 因为……我买了三本书!三本书大概花费了五十多令吉,这个假期我要做宅女, 我要拼命K书、K戏,猛上网, 不过如果有工作的话, 可以聘请我吗? 我正想打工赚钱呢……

我在三洋大厦的大众书局买的书有:

许友彬的《闪亮的时刻》, 曾经听过讲师的推荐, 所以想看看他的文笔,而且看起来故事好像蛮动人的。


谁想谈恋爱, 可以看看这本书啊! 不过也不只限于这些人,我觉得这本书可以帮助我们能够拥有更好的人际关系,尤其是和异性交流的时候, 不一定是为了要找对象或是什么, 毕竟男女有别,这是一本能够让读者了解男女生的书。 我还没读,不过这本书的确非常著名。


这是蝴蝶的书, 看到身边朋友都在买这本书, 对他的文笔有很好的评语, 我就买来看看, 看它的书名,好像很有趣的样子。

《周末在诗巫之逛书店》的文章就到此,我还有很多文章,会在近期一一与大家分享。

Monday, November 9, 2009

A Night To Remember

I admit that I'm totally a HSM's fan! What does HSM stand for? High School Musical!

I re-watched High School Musical 3 today (8/11). I love all the songs and this song give me a big impact recently. Why? Read the lyric of 'A Night To Remember' below and notice the phrases I bold...


Guess now its official
Cant back out, cant back out (no)
Getting ready for the night of nights
The night of nights, alright
Dont Panic (Panic!)

Now do we have to dress up for the prom?
Dude I dont think we have the choice
Yeah its the night of all nights
Gotta look just right
Dressing to impress the boys

Do I want classic or vintage or plaid?
Wheres the mirror?
I think this tux is too baggy
Too tight, it makes me look weird.

Should I go movie star glamorous, sassy or sweet?
Dont know, but no one better wear the same dress as me
Its the night of our nightmares
Its the night of our dreams
Its too late to back out of it.
Hey, makeovers, massages.
Dont know what a corsage is.
Been waiting all our lives for this.

Its gonna be a night (cant wait)
To remember (aw man)
Come on now, big fun (alright)
Its gonna be the night (I guess)
To last forever (lucky us)
Well never ever ever forget

Gettin Ready, Get Gettin Ready
Gettin Ready, Get, Gettin Ready
(Hey you been in there an hour man)
So, what should I do with my hair?
Wheres my shaver?
Ooh, I love it.
I look like a waiter.
Should I fluff it?
Its get later already should be there.

Her mother opens the door, Im shakin inside
Hes here, its time, the hours arrived.
Dont know why, her fathers staring me down
Wheres my purse? Lip gloss? Now Im really freaking out.
Then something changes my world
The most beautiful girl right in front of my eyes

Its gonna be a night (Oh Yeah!)
To remember (Thats for sure)
Come on now, big fun (Alright!)
Its gonna be the night (Yeah tonight)
To last forever (forever more)
Well never ever ever forget.

Whos that girl? (Shes so fine)
Whos that guy? (I dont recognize)
Whos that girl? (She looks so good, yeah)
Youll never really notice, but you probably should

Big fun, on the night of nights (alright)
The night of nights, tonight
Lets dance
On the night of nights
You know were gonna do it right

Its gonna be a night to remember
Its gonna be the night to last forever
Its gonna be a night to remember
Its gonna be the night to last forever
(Last Forever)
Its gonna be our night (you know it)
To remember (all time)
Come on now, big fun (big fun)
Its gonna be the night (love it)
To last forever (the rest of our lives)
Well never ever ever forget

Its gonna be our night (oh yeah)
All together (say it loud)
Come on now, everyone (thats right)
Its gonna be a night (yeah tonight)
To remember (hear the crowd)
And never ever ever never ever ever never ever never ever ever forget!

[ A Night To Remember Lyrics on http://www.lyricsmania.com/ ]
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There are other phrases that inspire me too...This song remind me on the coming annual dinner this Friday. Girls are busy preparing themselves for weeks, choosing and buying new clothes, accessories and so on, guys...I don't know, they don't have much choice, do they? I wonder what will they wear that night...For sure the guys will feel girls are too choosy, too...but they will surprise with the girls as they realize that the girls become the most beautiful girls that night.

We are not having prom, but I guess that night will be a night to remember, in case we may not be here next year...I don't know whether my class will going to be transferred to other institute next year or not but if this come true, this will be our last annual dinner in this institute, suddenly feel sad to think about this... T.T

I am sure that night will be a night to remember as it is our last annual dinner in PPISMP, before we move forward to PISMP (delete 1 P). We were spending lots of time and money for this, weren't we? I am looking forward during this examination week and for those who have my Facebook, you can wait the pictures there, and maybe I will upload some in class's blog.

I am waiting to snap lots of memorable pictures that night, so "BEWARE", my friends, especially guys!

Friday, November 6, 2009

UK Fun Fair@泗里街

如果大家有观察我目前的面子书状态, 大家应该会知道本人被人“诱惑”,今夜会到泗里街的UK Fun Fair一游。 没错,我真的去了,而且还想立刻向大家报告, 哈哈!

今夜,我们一家人就到了Kampung Seberang 的 Taman Selera,不是去喝茶啊(虽然假期我一定会和朋友一块儿到那里去喝茶,毕竟是泗里街晚上续摊的好地方!)UK Fun Fair就在那里举行, 据说九月时曾经在诗巫举行, 我也听过许多诗巫的朋友已经去过了,甚至泗里街人也特地上诗巫一趟,为的是去光顾游乐场, 入门票才二零吉, 不错哦!


由于中学生的考试于今天终于结束了, 不少青少年都在那里出现, 无论是父母带的,还是一群朋友, 还是男女朋友带来的,游乐场里非常热闹,我那中四的老妹也遇到不少朋友, 看来大家都是来欢庆考试结束的(那我算什么? 放松紧张的心情? 下个星期还有两张还没考呢!)当中也遇到不少讲师和学弟们, 他们比我更厉害, 还没考试就来到这里了…没法啊, 游乐场只开到11月15日,我没有回家,哪来的机会去啊? 哈哈……

游乐场最常见的就是摩天轮啦……可是这一次我没去玩, 都不够高……


碰碰车啊……这个我就有去驾,只是我还是不称职的driver, 驾车技术还是以前那么烂,就被撞得好惨哦! 本来还打算叫老爸帮忙拍个照,可是他还是不熟悉那架数码相机,所以就麻烦老妹拍这个。


鬼屋!可是我没进去啦, 才懒得进呢, 因为还有很多更刺激、更好玩的, 就像这个!


哇,都变成“魂“了, 哈哈! 大家可想而知,它旋转的速度是多么地…而且还会忽高忽低的, 坐在那里时是多么凉快,多么清爽啊, 我还疯狂地喊啊, 把一切压力都喊出来, 这样才舒服嘛! 问题是之后本人就昏沉沉的, 反而是生病的老妹安然无恙!


好多人哦!view inside the fun fair, how imagine how merry here...

There...merrier, what is going on?


Look, a boy dance there!

这就是最最最刺激、最最最好玩的!我不知道如何称呼,就是一个舞者在那个东西转动的时候跳shuffle,那个东西还会忽高忽低, 而且还vibrate哦! 坐上去的时候,简直是快要飞出来了,还得抓紧后面的栏杆,我的手臂好痛,妹妹的背后还被撞到黑青!我很佩服那个男舞者,也同情他, 只有两个舞者,就要跳整晚, 拜托, 这个游乐场从傍晚6点开到半夜12点, 他们怎能耐啊? 为了饭碗, 没辙了, 唉……不过那个游戏是最好玩的, 玩不厌的, 他们这么工作也是值得的, 毕竟他们热爱跳舞, 又能够娱乐群众, 我佩服你们到五体投地!

玩也玩够了,压力一切也喊完了, 是时候准备考试了……可是本人目前还是有点晕, 是不是受不了太多刺激, 才会这样?不过今夜够疯狂, 连和妹妹的自拍照丑到……不敢上载到这里来, 哈哈!在泗里街的你们, 有空要去玩哦, 可是要带足够的钱啦, 至少RM 20, 这是难得的机会, 大家要珍惜哦!

最后,为了要献上对那个男舞者的敬意,我特地上载了以下12秒的短片,大家就好好欣赏并且体会一下我们当时的刺激和乐趣吧!

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Last Examination for Last Semester

Again it is examination time now.

I started my exam few days ago, that is on Wednesday, English Language and Chinese 1 on the next day. I will struggle again on next Monday, which is Mathematics.

It will be my LAST exam for the foundation, for PPISMP. Next year, I will become a university fresher. Finally I move forward to degree! (It supposed to be one year and half ago..)

However, I become lazier than last time. I am blogging now, facebook-ing and skype-ing now, I lost my spirit to do revision, I wonder why. Maybe because we are allowed to study in the hostel? Or because I can access to Internet easily? I guess the main reason will be LAZY.

Still, I do not wish to get an excellent grade this time. As long as I can achieve more than 3.0, I am already satisfied, but it will be the best if I could get more than 3.5! Last result make me feel more tense and I am worried that I may not manage to maintain that result. I guess maybe I will feel disappointed if I could not maintain that 'excellent' result.

There will be two more papers to go next week, Mathematics on Monday and Chinese 2 on Thursday. I really afraid and worry about Chinese 2 as I really not good in that. I could not score well in paper 1, can I pass on paper 2? I really don't know about that.

Going home later on and relax my mind maybe on tonight, my family will have a trip to Fun Fair in hometown..Just take a look. Help me to get the spirit back, the spirit to fight for exam!!!Wish you all good luck and continue to try your best in the next papers!

Thursday, October 29, 2009

Cooking for Hockey's Dinner

Hockey club had organized a dinner tonight in the campus. At first we wanted to book from cafeteria, who knows they charged more expensive! Our budget was RM 5 per one but they charged RM 10!

How did we solve this problem? We cooked the food ourselves!! We booked Bilik Teratai (Lotus Room in English) and borrowed dishes, spoons, folks...from Surau and ERT room. Where did we cook?
Here! It looks like a classroom and indeed it is a classroom but it is exclusive with the present of kitchen beside there. This is ERT room where we can cook and put our food inside the refrigerator. Where is it? Opposite KDP room, those from IPR can look for it someday, maybe we can also borrow here!

The food we prepared were Nasi Goreng Cina, salads and Bihun Goreng. There were Malay friends who prepared chicken, hot dog and Nasi Tomato in Surau. I found out that girls from my class like to cook and they are pretty GOOD. Your fried rice are very delicious, honestly I tell you all and you see...

There are different versions of fried rice because they were cooked by different 'chefs' from my class, include Sin Yee, Jenny and Geok Ying. Me? Honestly I tell you, I didn't cook much besides white rice! I cooked it after taught by other people and with the help of fellow friends. Please don't be mistaken that I don't know how to cook rice, it just that I don't know how to cook with stove.

So pity that we don't have rice cooker to cook 4kg of rice, that is why we used fire and it was so slow to wait for the ripe rice. I became the fire controller, so funny, right? I helped to control the fire on the stove. The stove is not the usual stove we use at home, we need to light it up with fire lighter or fire match, I guess my hand has a bit injured because 'burned' by the hot stove, it's OK, I'm alright.

It is indeed a wonderful experience that finally we discovered that actually they are several cook in our class and we are proud of them, next time their husband will feel happy to have a teacher wife who knows how to cook well, hehehehe...Me, don't dare to cook for you all until I have a good skill, sorry guys, you didn't eat my dishes tonight... But at least I learn how to cook rice on the stove, it is a BIG improvement, haha...

What a tiring day but it is worthy! Thanks everyone in Hockey Club who helped us to organize this dinner successfully, no matter you are the 'chef', the 'cleaner' and so on, thanks for co-operating with us. And also thanks other friends who helped us to cook although they are not the members.

THANK YOU!

Saturday, October 24, 2009

诗 两篇

《在一个下午》


在一个下午

你和我说了些话

我还记得

那一个下午

我还问了你

问你为何会告诉我这些话

你的答复包含了最重要的两个字

信任

我还记得

我的回应并非很好

可是事实上

我是很高兴的

因为我获得了你的信任

只不过

至今我是否仍握着这份信任呢?

难道我们真的只有这样吗?

难道我们真的不能聊起来吗?

难道我们之间的交流就只有这样吗?

难道我们就不能像朋友那样嘻嘻哈哈吗?

难道是我的个性出了问题吗?


《谁是你》


谁是你

我不想胡思乱想

谁是你

我不想随意猜测

谁是你

可以是很多人

我想到谁

我的心跳会随着答案

变成毫无规律

我的情绪会因为你

而波涛汹涌

不想再想了

不想去寻找答案

那个过程

会令我痛苦


Tuesday, October 20, 2009

篮球 · 皮肤敏感

昨天下午, 到钩球场去画线。 对, 之前我们是没有真正的钩球场, 现在讲师吩咐我们这么做。

昨天的天气很好, 凉风习习, 因为之前下了倾盆大雨, 滋润了大地, 结果钩球场湿嗒嗒,原本穿球鞋的我选择赤脚, 在草场上步行。

看到两位身穿青衣的男生拿着篮球前往附近的篮球场, 又看到越来越多朋友加入他们的行列, 自己做那个钩球场做到闷了, 累了, 就到篮球场去坐一坐。 他们在参与游戏的热情感染了我, 最后我这个篮球白痴也被邀参与其中。 自己的技术实在是烂透了,投球投到哪里去都不知道, 虽然觉得自己很没用,可是偶尔打打球,感觉还真不错。

打了球,流了一身汗, 原本只是以为热过头, 汗流得多, 颈部才会发痒,谁知洗澡后, 手臂突然有了皮肤敏感的症状! 疹快、红色斑点、痕痒, 统统来, 而且不只手臂而已, 连身体其它部位都开始有了这些症状, 面颊也不知为什么会发红。 原本有打算到诊疗所一趟, 但是最后打消了念头, 涂上爽身粉罢了。

感谢主, 我已经没事了, 只是稍微发痒。 不知道自己碰到了什么植物或肮脏的东西, 才会造成皮肤敏感, 因为我没吃虾啊…下次要如何避免这样的问题出现呢? 连敏感的原因都不知道, 只能自己小心点……

Thursday, October 15, 2009

生日快乐

10月14日, 晓真的生日。

心瑜和我又搞鬼, 趁着她生日的最后一分钟, 就是10月14日晚上11.59pm,我们将这份礼物送出去。

是什么礼物呢?


哦……是什么来的?多用途篮子吗?创意的你们为它拟名吧!


看得出是什么字吗? 是……Jing,看得出来吗?


生日礼物怎么可能少了生日祝福卡呢? 可是……


篮子里也装满了大家对她的生日祝福, 多数是通过彩色字条, 大家在纸上写了对她的生日祝福。
里头还有当天折的纸鹤, 代表我们对她的祝福……


大家喜欢这对花朵吗? 不是我做的, 是亲爱的室友做的两朵玫瑰花^^

谢谢大家的合作, 愿意将这些祝福写在字条上。

希望她会喜欢。

21岁咯, 祝你生日快乐!

Monday, October 12, 2009

纸鹤

上个星期五买了origami的纸, 现在看到它就手痒, 折起纸鹤来, 而且还拍照。


心瑜的手机拍的


我的手机拍的


不只我们这两个室友, 连同学们看到它也心痒痒的, 一同折起纸鹤来。
用途何在? 说是要布置房间, 其实真正的用意……
我也不知道, 反正就是很就没折了, 就折吧!

纸鹤有一个特殊的功能, 那就是它会带着人们的祝福, 给予受祝福的幸运人!
电视剧里常见的情节, 就是朋友们为了要为生病的朋友而祈祷, 就一同折了好多好多只纸鹤, 希望他或她能够早日康复。 纸鹤, 总是带给大家无比的温馨, 我想大家都喜欢这份礼物吧。

我想, 或许我会将这些五颜六色的纸鹤联系在一条线上, 然后将它吊上, 让它们随着风的流动而摇摆, 或许这样能够安慰它们想飞翔的念头吧。

我将这些纸鹤所带来的祝福送给阅读此文章的大家, 愿它们一直在你们的心中陪伴你们, 大家会有幸福快乐的每一天!

我要继续折重新学过的纸鹤……^^