2008年8月31日 星期日

Ambang Merdeka IPR 2008

Happy National Day! Today is Malaysia's 51th birthday, we need to sing 'Happy Birthday' to her, Happy Birthday to you...

Because of this, IPR had organized Ambang Merdeka. We had our parade in the afternoon and performance at night. We had also barbeque, our three Chinese group had combined to have barbeque, so as other group. I couldn't take pictures at night with my Nokia 6300, wait until I have enough money to buy a digital camera,
muahahaha...

So, I could only take some shots of the performance in the hall, I couldn't take the photos of my group's performance, as I was also involved in the performance. Sorry for the low quality of the picture.



View inside the hall during Ambang Merdeka, quite beautiful, isn't it? Thanks to our creative lecturer, Mr. Michael Wong.

The only group with their uniform, supporting staffs.

Dance by our friends, Chinese group. All girls were had their make-up, shocked to see their different faces.


Drama of seniors from Pengajian Sosial. Funny but it broughts up the meaning of "UNITED".


Our lovely lecturers sang! Conducted by Mdm. Ling, my lovely Choir Club's lecturer.

My group performance is choir. We were the only singing group who didn't bring any notes when we sang. Although we didn't win any prizes, but I satisfied with our performance, we had already did our best. As long as our performance didn't look bad, that is enough, we didn't hope to win any prize, we just did what we should do. Next Tuesday, we will having Aerobic competition. We had already practice for three days, same, we will do our best, we don't hope to win, as long as we don't look bad, at least for that, I won't feel embarassed.

Wah...got cake! But it is not for Malaysia's birthday, it is for Soo Chin, my friend's 18th birthday. I know, her group will also celebrate her birthday right after the countdown. But because of a friend's suggestion, I bought this chocolate cake. Then that friend and I gave her this as a present. Happy Birthday, Soo Chin!

2008年8月23日 星期六

对不起,我必须这么做

昨夜,我遇到了恐怖的事情。。。

在那个世界,我竟然遭遇了其中最恐怖的事情,我见识它的可怕性,我好想从那个世界逃离到没人的地方去!

我和一位朋友发生某些事情,结果他的举动把我吓着了,害我整晚无法入眠,他所作的事情真的把我吓坏了!我在这里不方便详细透露,请大家见谅。总之,在三更半夜遇到这种事,我简直是吓到发抖,说不出话来,只是拼命在哭。我急着打电话给男友,向他诉苦,把我的惧怕全都说出来。感谢主,有他的存在,有他的安慰,即使他不在我的身边,至少我的心情比较平静,至少到最后我还能安然入睡。。。

到目前为止,我跟那位朋友没再联络了,即使他一直找我,向我道歉,我不想再理会他了,因为他给我的伤害太严重了。我不能再收到关于他的任何消息,即使我不想失去这位朋友,要是情况不允许,我没办法了,只好残忍点,亲手将这条友谊之绳剪断。伤心,痛苦,我们俩都会感觉到,大家都公平,谁也没有比谁难过。

我真的是受宠若惊,到今天我未完全脱离那惧怕的情绪。我在MSN的personal message上留言,透露了我当时的心情。 有几位朋友慰问我,我将故事告诉他们,他们都很关心我,也说了一些安慰的话,我的情绪渐渐平复,也因此感到窝心。

这个世界,真的很恐怖,可是很感谢那些朋友,他们的存在让我觉得,其实这个世界还是有他美丽的地方,真的很感谢你们。。。

至于那位朋友,我很对不起他,我知道,我不理会他,会伤到他的心,我也很想去关心他,可是他给我的伤害实在是太严重了,使我对他产生惧怕的感觉,我必须逃避他!只好让时间冲淡一切,把我对他的恐惧感也给冲淡,希望或许几个月,或者几个年后的我们仍然是朋友。。。

我的心,好痛!可是,那个恐惧感更强大! 对不起,这段期间,我真的不想再听到你的任何消息,我不想再收到你的简讯,我不想再接到你的电话!请你让我这么做,请你放开我!

与人相处之道- - - 仍然学习当中

我太晚上网了。。。

昨早,我到民丹莪(Bintangor) 去和我的组员会面, 以完成我们的课业。没办法啊,虽说开斋节后呈交,可是有空档的实践,就见面一下,课业越早完成越好。

重点不在这里,重点在于当我们讨论完毕后,我们去享用民丹莪出名的Rojak, 大家就边吃边聊起天来。。。

聊的包括学院里发生的事情,可是聊着聊着,聊到关于与人相处之道。。。我们现在面临的就是人与人之间相处所发生的问题,包括对某个人看不顺眼,引起不合,分派等等,突然之间,觉得人际关系真的好难搞,人与人相处的世界是多么阴暗,多么奸诈,多么恐怖,更没想到,尚未二十岁的我,这么快就要面临这样的问题了。。。还记得我之前在这里提过的英文文章吗?就在前几篇。

前天,我妈突然和我家两姐妹(包括我)分享这个道理,不过重点比较在于异性,哈哈!她竟然跟我们分析每个异性,其实也等于世上的每种人...有机会我会一一分享。。。

原来人与人之间的关系,都充满危机,踏入那样的世界,一时之间真的觉得很恐怖,可是往往有些人会让这个世界更加甜美,至少我不会对这个世界感到灰心,只希望自己不是破害那个世界的其中之一, 我要成为点缀美丽的其中一分子。。。

2008年8月17日 星期日

Final Match of Badminton in Olympic 2008

During the time I busy to do my assignment, I spent time to sit in front of TV, watching the final match of badminton in Olympic 2008, between Lee Chong Wei from Malaysia and Lin Dan from China. I guess Malaysian and the citizen of China were also waiting to watch this match.

Quite disappointed actually, this was not a very good match. I did not feel very sad if Chong Wei lost, but with that kind of marks...I really felt disappointed! Is it the match between badminton No.1 player and No.2 player? I think the match between Chong Wei and Lee Hyunil in semi-final was even better...

21-12, 21-8

Lin Dan won...but Chong Wei lost with those kind of marks. I understand, he was nervous, always get the same mistakes...almost whole Malaysian watch the match, how suppose he would not feel nervous and tension? But I still proud of him, at least he got the silver medal for our country, Malaysia 1st medal in Olympic 2008.

Bravo Lee Chong Wei, you did a good job!

2008年8月16日 星期六

Interaction Among People

Last Monday, an incident has happened. Although it is not a serious case, but it has already led to the problem on interaction with people. I realize this will happen some day, but I surprised that it happen so fast...

Our monitor was stressed because no body wanted to listen to him. He felt very angry and thus he lost his temper in front of many seniors. That time I was not at there because I already received the instruction given by our monitor to stay in the class. There were some people who did not receive the instruction clearly and that causes the monitor to scold them. This action has let a lot of people shocked. What I know was, straight away he told me about this just after he arrived to the class. I felt shocked with his reaction and became speechless.

After the class, a few of friends and I stayed in the class to calm the monitor down, as he was still very angry and very stressed. Other people saw this and this lead to the misunderstanding. My heart even had been hurt by other people from the back, maybe because of this. Indeed, I felt sad and pain, but...I have to ignore them.

Sorry for those who know about this case, I just want to express myself here, I did not mean to hurt anyone. Suppose I should keep it as a secret...

I just want to say that, this will always happen in our society, we could not escape from it, what can we do is to minimize the frequent of this kind of this stuff to happen. We should have our mind open, do not be too sensitive, or else you will get hurt easily. But somehow you need to be sensitive, to look over other people, how are their attitude and personalities and else. This is the way to protect yourself, so that you will be aware when you talk to them. One of my friends had told me about this. Just ignore them if they act like this to you, in case the thing has becomes serious, you can tell them that you do not like it. Be brave to protect yourself.

Another lessons on social problem, how should you interact with other people...

2008年8月15日 星期五

Will Be A Busy Holiday

Yes, I have my first holiday after start my training life in IPR. Seems like this will not be a holiday, it just like study at home, have to do a lot of homework, essays, assignments and presentations. I even need to go to my group members' house to do the stuff. How busy am I...

Of course I will be in-charge of presentation, because I am better in Microsoft Power Point in my group although I am be in different group with different homework. I like to deal with Microsoft Power Point, but somehow it needs much time. Quite lazy to do this. I already wasted a few days because of this L-A-Z-Y word, I didn't feel want to do the homework! I really want to respect one of my friends, she really is a hardworking girl, I need to learn from her, try to finish the work within a day, so that she doesn't need to do last-minute job. I "tabik" to her!

I will continue my story after this few days, I am tired now, just want to share some pictures of Minggu Pengurusan Pelajar Baharu...


My yellow name tag during the orientation week, I still use it now because I still do not have my matric card.

The girls of intake Julai 2008. That time there was a girl who was absent because she still not recovered from her injury. Now three more girls came to our big family after the appeal, but there is one girl who is going to leave us because she quits.


Again, my class...

2008年8月1日 星期五

拉让师范学院的华文学会─迎新会

很明显的,2008年7月28日,下午2.30pm-4.25pm,拉让师范学院的华文学会举办了迎新会…地点就在Dewan Kenanga,也就是我们的panggung syarahan.

当天举办了许多活动,包括认识学长们和华裔讲师们,也趁这个机会去了解华文学会所举办的活动。 当然少不了新生的表演啦!

华文辅导组,也就是我的组,所呈现的表演是朗诵诗歌。组里的21位学员朗诵一小段诗歌。我未曾朗诵诗歌,当天还差点忘词…

好刺激噢!到底每个人在看什么?原来是传球游戏…当天的游戏就是传球游戏,以前在学校的时候时常都在玩这个游戏。虽然老套,可是却很刺激,恨好玩,时不时礼堂传来女生的尖叫声,害怕自己拿到那个球,成为惩罚的“受害者”。我当然害怕啦,我才不要在众人面前出丑!

噢…谁是那位幸运的受害者呢?那个受了惩罚的“诅咒”的排球,人人都怕了你啊!如果没拿到你,大家都会松了一口气,拍手兴奋呢!我并没有幸灾乐祸呢,只是真的太兴奋了!

嗨,我看到你了!学长握着相机到处拍,被我发现了,结果就出现了如此的相片…当时大家在唱钟盛忠的 《朋友出去走走》。歌词含义非常有意思, 曲子蛮好听,可惜我并不熟悉这首歌,我还不知道它的旋律。

钟盛忠-朋友出去走走

满天的晚霞烧得成脸红
它好象急着要我去把握
由于它就在我的心中
怎能随便找个人诉说
至于头发谁留得比较长
是不是就能充当生命的重量
我打开每一扇窗
让它可以捎来你的回答
朋友请你不要笑我
忧伤的事太多
我想出去走走
那许多有情人
是不是一种传说
为何我还在这里守住寂寞
朋友请你不要笑我
感动的事太多
我想出去走走
找一个星期天
我就要骑着单车
带我的吉他你一起遨游

青春的血液本来就很浓
想要把万事万物都看透
荣誉它住在我的心中
不能遇上挫折就惶恐
至于未来它究竟有多长
梦想的旗帜究竟飘扬在何方
忘不掉旧日生活无心犯下的错
我又怎能笑他不会地长痛
朋友请你不要笑我
忧伤的事太多
我想出去走走
那许多有情人
是不是一种传说
为何我还在这里守住寂寞
朋友请你不要笑我
感动的事太多
我想出去走走
找一个星期天
我就要骑着单车
带我的吉他你一起遨游
朋友请你不要笑我
忧伤的事太多
我想出去走走
那许多有情人
是不是一种传说
为何我还在这里守住寂寞
朋友请你不要笑我
感动的事太多
我想出去走走
找一个星期天
我就要骑着单车
带我的吉他你一起遨游
带我的吉他你一起遨游

有意思吧?

最后,大家来个大合照!这就是我们的华文辅导组,听说下个星期将会添加几位学员,是上诉成功的朋友们,很期待看到他们噢!