Terrible + Wasting Break

Good morning everyone, the time now is 2.50am...
Yeah, I still not going to sleep yet, although I feel tired and a bit sleepy now...

I just don't know why I lost my spirit to do my assignments. I feel lazy to do them and I don't know why. Everyday I just wasted my time!

Until now, what had I do are:

1. Wrote 3/10 English essays
2. KB- Still not yet finish kemahiran berfikir secara kreatif & kemahiran membuat keputusan + advantages and weakness
3. Only did mind map for Public Speaking essay
4. Basic Math-still figure out suitable question
5. BC-Lots and I don't know what should I do!

And lots and lots! Oh gosh, what had happen to me?! Why am I so lazy? I am hardworking enough to hang out with my lappie and my streamyx, but lazy to deal with assignments although I use laptop and streamyx?? I want to cry already!!!

But yet, I still went to Sibu yesterday. Not to play, but to shop. Just shop for books and other needed stuffs...

Brandnew broadband HUAWEI E160E, costs RM 379, bought it at Delta Mall

English books from Popular bookstore in Delta Mall


Do I bought the wrong book? For those who know, can you tell me the answer? I don't know how to use it!

Today is Thursday now! What should I do? I already draw out my timetable but I didn't follow it at all! Why can't I restrict myself? Why can't I have discipline? WHY?! I don't want to burn midnight oil until sacrifice my sleeping time!!! I SWEAR I WON'T REPEAT THAT AGAIN! It is too SUFFERING!

Why am I so weak? God, why? What should I do? Is it too late if I restrict myself now? I really don't know.......

Sad~~~
Disappointed~~~