Back Again From National Service

Looks like I have a lot of holiday in National Service. My teacher also noisy with me about this. " Kamu lagi temuduga?" And I'm one of the person who always fall sick. Looks like my name will be famous because of this...

I back for the interview to become a pharmacy assistant. Although I prefer to be in education field than in medicine one, but this post sounds okay to me.

Quite suffering this week...because I'm SICK AGAIN! Fever again and stayed in the wad again. So boring in the wad, just eat and sleep, I don't want to be in there again! But, I'm still headache and sore throat, and coughing too! I seldom sick and now...I become that weak! My mum also wonder why my antibody become so weak after enter the camp. Live in the wad from Monday until this morning!

Last Sunday was Open Day, My family and I went around the camp, and we got some shots of it...

Welcome! Taken with my fair sister. See my face become that dark? T.T

Pondok Atas Satu Bulan? Don't know what does it mean, but sure this sure good enough to live in the jungle....Andrew was shocked that I took a snap of him.



Red Indian hut? I don't know how come this will be inside the survival village also...

Flying fox...don't know when is my turn to try?



Taken with family on a bridge in the camp. Will miss them in the camp...

I already change my handphone from Nokia 2100 to Nokia 6080, to be brought to the camp this Saturday. Wait for my other pictures in the camp...

Malaysian Educator Selection Inventory TestI(MedSi)

I took that test today, on 10am in SK Sarikei, my hometown there. So glad I can take leave from National Service for this, because I'm lazy to be inside there...*kekeke

Arrive there almost on 9.20am, because it requires us to arrive there half an hour before the test start. Meet a lot of friends there! MISS THEM A LOT! Especially those who from Kai Chung, long time I didn't meet them since I moved to Sarikei. Friends in Red Crescent Society, miss you all a lot! We shook our hands just after we met each other. Somehow I feel a bit warm in my heart after met them, maybe because we had been gone through together lots of things in Red Crescent Society before, lots of sweet memories there...Of cause I also met with my classmates in Form 6. Almost everyone surprise when my dark face appeared in front of them, and almost every girl asked me whether I use sunblock or not. Phew! I got use, but only ++30, ++50 were sold out when I want to buy last two weeks ago. But with my blue new style 'baju kurung', at least I looked a bit pretty, *wakaka Wore ladies' shoes given by National Service there! So sad I didn't find a camera man to take a shot of that look...but I am shy to show my dark face here...

The test, 300 questions must be completed in 1 hour! Almost like a psychology test, ask the questions such as "You never tell a lie." What is your answer? Yes or No? Of cause NO! Who will never tell a lie? See whether I can pass this test or not? If I pass, then I will have an interview in Bintulu next month. Hopefully I can pass, pray to God...

After the test, I went to "lim teh" with my Red Crescent Society friends almost for an hour. Lots of things we chat and lots of stories I heard, although I didn't know the beginning of the story. Talking the latest news about some of our friends, I can't believe one of the guys becomes a temporary teacher! Congratulations! And lots...Nice to meet them, almost one year I didn't meet them after the Chinese New Year last year...

Next week I need to back again for the test and interview of Suruhanjaya Perkhidmatan Awam(SPA), for three posts--Staff Nurse, Dental Nurse and Pharmacy Assistant. I heard can choose one of them. Sure I won't choose Staff Nurse, Dental Nurse and Pharmacy Assistant sounds okay to me, but...Yeah, I prefer to be in education field than in medicine field, but works in medicine field sounds quite good to me, as long as I didn't become a doctor or a staff nurse. Still not sure yet...

2nd Times Back from National Service

I'm back again! I will have MedSI test for education courses in university. But, I am sick now. Nearly fainted yesterday afternoon, and had been sent to clinic in National Service(NS) there. Don't know is because of dehydration or too tired, I became like that. So I rest in the ward but fever at night, need to stay overnight at there with air-conditional one, =P

Now I still headache, and very tired, sore throat and feel want to vomit. But I didn't have fever right now. Don't know can I sit for that exam or not tomorrow morning...Please pray for me. That is my 2nd time nearly fainted in NS. 1st time is after I finished the running for exercise in the morning. What happen to me? Seems like I can't breath properly after I ran for not a very long journey. I really can't stand if I have a long run, I have no enough time to breath in and out, do you get what I mean?

But really thanks to my friends over there, they really care about me, helped me to bring back my things back to dorm after I was been sent to clinic. Got a friend told me that she want to accompany me for jogging, to train me, so that I can stand longer for running next time. I really want to, but somehow I am fobia of this, I am scared of jogging right now, I will feel headache and can't breath properly every time I jog. Maybe you think is normal but I can't stand for it already. I seems like lack of oxygen, you know? Fobia already...

Will be back to NS on 20 April, that is Open Day. Public can go in the camp and visit the place. I will take some pictures with my handphone and will try to upload here. Tell you something, I am very dark right now, my face is very dark, just like...not longer I will become an 'Indian'! =P

Time to take medicine now, and then go to sleep. Really tired...

脾气暴躁的我 Bad Temper of Mine

不知怎么了，我的火气太大，一直发妹妹的脾气，大家都吵起架来了！其实也只不过是件芝麻小事， 不知为什么耳朵特别软，听了一点点不舒服的话就发飙，其实那些话并没那么难听啦，就是昨天我太容易被人惹火，枪就随便开。这次是妹妹中招…把她弄哭了好几次…

有人说，我很容易相处。会吗？我爸说，要是我再发这样的脾气，以后出来社会工作，难咯！我承认，我真的很小气，人家说几句，心里开始很不爽了，在家的话，就发飙咯，而且是很长气的那种，一直念的。可是我很少骂人，骂人的话，我会骂很久，会翻几十页的旧帐都有！男友真的很委屈啊，自从有了他，他就是我的出气筒，而且每当我们吵架，都是由我开始，都是因为我这个臭脾气害的！ I really a hot temper person, I will headache after I scolded someone, because my blood pressure will shoot up after this, 颈项会感到紧绷，后脑痛。我家有高血压这个遗传病，而且我去国民服务之前做的 medical checkup，如果没记错的话，好像是130/80 hmmg, 还是100/80 hmmg，总之当我爸知道的时候，他说我的血压偏高，虽然不是很高。好恐怖哟，不可以随便发飙的。

其实还有一人曾经当过我的出气筒，但是只有一次而已，毕竟那人也曾经向我发泄啊！向那人说，真是委屈你啦！真的很想改掉这个坏脾气，不单是损害了人与人之间的关系，更是危害了我的健康啊！毕竟家里有这种遗传病，还是少点发火比较好。真的不知为什么昨天的风会这么不好咯，还害人家哭…真的很想改掉这个坏脾气，有什么意见吗？不妨分享一下！

Really want to throw away this bad temper from mine! I can't stand of the headache after scolding other people...T_T

Sad Things Happened

I rushed back from National Service Sunday. My grandma passed away last Saturday. I will be back to there on this Saturday, as there is a holiday for Ching Ming from 3rd April until 5th April. So please don't be suprise to see me blog here again. I know you will be suprise.

I already went to National Service last Monday, suffering over there but met a lot of friends over there, especially those from Sarikei and Bintangor, as I lived those places before. I'm still in sad and down mood, suddenly this thing happen in my house, with my absent. Thanks God I can back for the funeral.

Picture taken after the funeral. I'm the one who didn't do the pose. Maybe because finally grandma released from the pain, that's why we had those reaction.

Why I go to National Service now? Somebody asked me, no matter in the camp or here. Okay, I tell you now. Actually, I was born on year 1989, I was earlier one year to go to school, that means I was Primary 1 when I was 6 years old, should be 7 years old. So I was chosen when I was still in Upper Six, I had to postpone until now. It just something happen and I had to be back.

Just now I was shocked with a news. My friend accident last night, in the hospital right now. Not very serious, but can't remember what happen to him actually, got shortly lost memory. Knock down by other people, need to pray for him.

Sad things happened...